Just another day in paradise

Well maybe not so much paradise, I don't think I did my injection site right this time for my shot. I spent half the week in pain and nauseous. It has not been fun. One day I will get this right. Till then just keep on smiling.

I never actually finished this post. But the week pass I never got any better and now I'm still doing really bad. I had to go call my doctor today and he mentioned that I may have to go to the ER I don't like that. I'm just going to suck it up until the morning. After all I have a date tonight. I have to go do that and put smile on my face. Can't let this thing beat me.

Longtime no see

I know it is been a while since the last time that I have blogged. It's just been a long hard couple of months. I find it very hard to put my feelings together and I don't know what I'm feeling half the time. But I do know that things are improving, and that pain level is manageable. The doctors of put meon a new medication that really does help. Yeah I have to take a shot once a week and my leg but things could be worse.

I guess you could say I still have issues with headaches though I have to taking preventative medication but it doesn't seem to help much these days. But I'm different note, I got a new phone. I don't use the old conker anymore and well now I'm actually going into the smarty smart phone. No more dumb phone.

Long Long Time

I know its been sometime since I have posted anything, but a lot has gone on for me. Since I last posted I have seen more doctors about my RA the one being a Neurologist. I have spent the past month adjusting to more medications to help relive the pain in my head that is associated to RA and now that I am finally able to cope I am back to the blog.


Things have not been super easy for me on top of that, I lost Cam last month to a fear of commitment it would appear in my eyes. He may have other things to say, but what it boils down to is I was ready to move on with the relationship and he could not. I have been dumped before but nothing hurt quit as bad as this. I seriously felt like he was my other half. Everything made since when I was with him. It's taken some time and a some milk and cookies with the girls to help me through. Now its time to build up friendship with Cam again. I may not be able to date him, but gosh, he has some of the best board games ever and I love going to group activities in which he is part of the entertainment. I have made friends with ex's before. I can do it again.

LATE NIGHT LAUNDRY BOOGIE ANYONE? NO TAKERS? OK THEN.

 Yea that about sums it up. It was the last thing I had to do today and when I decided it was going to be boring and no one wanted to join me for a late night Laundry boogie (what I will now call hanging out with friends at my place while clothing is in the wash) I decided I had the day off monday and there is LOADs (huh huh see what I did there teehheee) of time. Now I am just chillin the night away with my compy wasting time.